The Thing

What about the possibility that for me that the thing is to write about doing the thing and that the thing that we thought was my thing is just a hobby or perhaps through writing about doing the thing I will discover that it truly is my thing and it’s the only thing for me to do or perhaps even that it’s not my thing at all but for whatever reason I feel I need to do this thing to get to that thing so I’m just gonna put it all into this thing for the time being and when I get to that thing I get to that thing.
Or not.