With the exception of the friends I made there...

I'm beginning to wonder if going to college was such a great idea for me.

I mean...we all can agree that one of my problems has always been that I tend to think too much. I was thinking this afternoon about the Philosophy classes I took and the questions they led to. The general junk that clouds my brain on a day to day basis...the nature of being type of things. I'm starting to think that's all just societal crap I never should have gotten into trying to wrap my head around in the first place. I wonder if I would have been better off keeping the thoughts in my head simpler. But of course there are parts of life that happen to us that we have no control over that change who we are in an instant. But is thinking about them or worrying about them a good idea? dunno.

Sometimes I really wonder.
What's the point.
And then today I think I finally realized...
There is no point.