ok...Day 2 no smoking.
Day 1 I was a bear.
Worked all day...came home and slept. Was not very nice in-between.
Day 2 hopefully will be better.
Bad timing in stressland...but isn't it always bad timing in stress land.
Just makes me think I want to leave stress land...and once again the solution that comes to mind is the freedom derived from having an estate auction and house sale and then just take the money and run. Leave all this shit behind. Go back to making art and feeling like there is a purpose to my life. Get out of this screw or be screwed bullshit society.